|everyone should have the chance to experience it
||[Jan. 25th, 2009|10:36 pm]
A Broken Smile
what it really feels and means to be in love, with someone so selfless and big hearted...someome who can make it all better just by kissing your forehead, and looking ino your eyes with all the adoration in the world
a couple weeks ago, he took me the scenic route to the santa monica peir, because i had never seen it. we spent a really sweet night walking the boardwalk and enjoying the crisp winter night. my heart cannot put into words how special he makes me feel...all the time.
this weekend we spent a hilarious funny amazing time in vegas. from start to finish it was just one crazy adventure after the next. drinking yard margaritas in the tub filled with bubbles, strip clubs, beatles show, making fun of how crappy and repative pop music has become and missing the way it used to be..trying to go see donny and marie..up until getting home when i realized the baggage man left my fucking MAC makeup case...i was fucking flipping out, ALL my make up, ALLLLL of it, mac and all, my brushes...my JEWLERY that my mom and of course David got me were all in the fucking case. not only that, but if a chick was to see a mac case just sitting there with no one around, consider that shit STOLEN. i couldnt believe that, how i just let him take care of that case KNOWING it wouldnt be a good idea. i was loosing my shit, thats a lot of money and make up just GONE. G-O-N-E! of course david blamed homself and i told him it wasnt, so we call the hotel and told them to call us if they found it. i was beyond upset...my jelwery that i cant get back, just fucking gone. i came in my room to unpack and david leaves and comes back to my house about 15 minutes later with MONEY! TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS!!! he was planning on buying me my make up back. of course i could/would never accecpt that, but the mere thought of him trying to help me blew me away. it just made me cry more at his generosity. i could never take his money but shit...who does that? for ME? he called the hotel back and they said that it was left on the luggage cart, and that they had it there. THANK FUCKING GOD!!!! hopefully they mail it back to me with EVERYTHING in that damn case..
seriously, im a lucky girl....in so so many ways